I had a dream I was living in a house with a big garden. You came to my door and I was stunned.
We walked over the garden arm in arm like we used to when we were higggh 🍄
I said, or you said, when do you tell him im leaving.
We walked right out of the yard through two giant bushes to a vast and beautiful…
,orchard of apples. People happily in groups and bags picking apple..: lots of happy giggling people.
Of course we talked about what we had done here for years, but I don’t remember any details then we got to a bench covered with greenery. You handed me a long letter. It almost looked like a script. I don’t remember what it said. I asked if you had a plan. And you said something like, I couldn’t live with you, but I couldn’t live without you, and one was outweighing the other. It was only after that. That I realized we were in the orchard like the song. That we were near apples like the other songs and I suddenly realized I was actually where my heart was longing for and woke up.
Begrudgingly woke up. The trees are still pretty like the dream in waking life. It’s still green and pretty. How was anyone picking apples anyway in a green orchard.
All the leaves were green like spring, not dead, with red apples.
I’m not telling you what I’m up to because I am afraid I will jinx it before i totally have a handle on it… but I think I’m finally on to something. I just need the courage to finish every little project I start… but I think I actually am on to something big.
And if you ever had any doubt in me, it’s going to be completely floored. It’s that big.
That being said, I hope I didn’t jinx it.
Okay big turkey.
I told you, don’t call me by my pet name unless you actually plan on rising from the dead.